Sleepless night random thoughts

Jenna on 07 8, 2010

• I love my family so much and really miss them
• Sometimes, I wonder why I am in Canada if I miss my family so much. As much as I’m enjoying my life here I am missing so much from not being with them.
• How much I love the music I’m listening to. Yo Yo Ma and Ennio Morricone.. The best combination…
• How much stress I’m getting from work these days.. and if it’s all necessary. I work to live… not live to work… But in the end, I can prevent myself getting too much stresses. It’s all depending on how I control my mind.
• Well… I complain about it because I’m stressed now but I know I like what I am doing…
• I really want to start yoga again
• I miss my friends… I gotta hang out with them more often
• I wish I were able to swim well. It must feel good
• I wish I could fly. It would feel even more awesome
• Why can’t I sleep? I am super tired and I really have to wake up early tomorrow
• Presentation is too stressful
• Conference call is even worse
• I wish I don’t have to speak English all the time
• I don’t like feeling insecure about myself. Especially, when I know I don’t need to.
• I wish I never need to say goodbye to people
• I need to go to grocery shopping.. seriously
• Ah.. and laundry.
• I miss being a child. But I know, I would miss being 30s soon. So I should enjoy it as much as I can.
• I wish I can control my emotion better
• Sometimes, thinking about ‘being alone’ is scary. “being alone forever’ is even more scary.
• Being a boss is hard
• Being responsible is even harder
• I think I am feeling down now
• Should stop listening to those depressing music and sleep
• Ok. Good night